Tuesday, July 19, 2011
The New Chapter of life just begin...
All this questions always pop up and I cant stop thinking of it.
Am I a good person? Yes.
Am I a good mother lately? Nope.
Am I a good wife 9 years ago? Yes.
Do I proud of myself lately? Nope.
Do I look happy lately? Nope.
Do I know what I want to do now? Nope.
Do I drink a lot of alcohol lately? Yes.
Do I work? Yes, 4 different kind of jobs.
Do I get tired? Yes. Very tired.
Do I always blame myself? Yes, I do.
Do I love My kids? Yes.
Do I think for myself? Nope.
Do I hate myself? Yes.
Do I worried a lot? Yes, very much.
Why I always so negative? I don't know why.
Why I always angry or cry? because I'm not happy.
I guess... enough is enough. I need to stop torturing myself with all this crap.
Finally, we signed our divorced paper. The End!
Here is my new chapter of my life now....
Am I brave enough ? Yes.
I'm brave enough to face this divorcing. Its really painful but now I really get over it.
Do I proud of myself now? Yes.
All this years I have been working hard with what I do. Doesn't really matter what kind of job I work with. I always do my very best.
What is my biggest fears?
No home, no job or what to do without my kids.
What is my plan now?
I need to remind myself to stick to my plan and move on.
I might find someone I like.. HAHAHA, yeah,right! That is not in my plan yet!
My plan is to work x3,time for kids and traveling.
Its time for backpacking and do whatever I like. :D
What makes me happy now is..
I know I always have my family and friends surrounding me with a lot of advice.
Appreciate a lot. :D
I will continue to learn and grow with it.
At least I know my problem is not the worse case and I'm glad! :)
------------------Karin is crap---THE END--------------------------------------------
Am I a good person? Yes.
Am I a good mother lately? Nope.
Am I a good wife 9 years ago? Yes.
Do I proud of myself lately? Nope.
Do I look happy lately? Nope.
Do I know what I want to do now? Nope.
Do I drink a lot of alcohol lately? Yes.
Do I work? Yes, 4 different kind of jobs.
Do I get tired? Yes. Very tired.
Do I always blame myself? Yes, I do.
Do I love My kids? Yes.
Do I think for myself? Nope.
Do I hate myself? Yes.
Do I worried a lot? Yes, very much.
Why I always so negative? I don't know why.
Why I always angry or cry? because I'm not happy.
I guess... enough is enough. I need to stop torturing myself with all this crap.
Finally, we signed our divorced paper. The End!
Here is my new chapter of my life now....
Am I brave enough ? Yes.
I'm brave enough to face this divorcing. Its really painful but now I really get over it.
Do I proud of myself now? Yes.
All this years I have been working hard with what I do. Doesn't really matter what kind of job I work with. I always do my very best.
What is my biggest fears?
No home, no job or what to do without my kids.
What is my plan now?
I need to remind myself to stick to my plan and move on.
I might find someone I like.. HAHAHA, yeah,right! That is not in my plan yet!
My plan is to work x3,time for kids and traveling.
Its time for backpacking and do whatever I like. :D
What makes me happy now is..
I know I always have my family and friends surrounding me with a lot of advice.
Appreciate a lot. :D
I will continue to learn and grow with it.
At least I know my problem is not the worse case and I'm glad! :)
------------------Karin is crap---THE END--------------------------------------------
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
My Brooch Flower
Today I received a Orange Brooch Flower from a customer.
And He said "You look beautiful like a flower"
Wow... That's a good start to being single. No one ever say that to me before. From the moment he says that to my face, I was turn into red chins and put on a big smile. I felt I was a most beautiful woman in the world. HAHAHAHA!!
And He said "You look beautiful like a flower"
Wow... That's a good start to being single. No one ever say that to me before. From the moment he says that to my face, I was turn into red chins and put on a big smile. I felt I was a most beautiful woman in the world. HAHAHAHA!!
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
Christmas Eve and New Year Eve 2010
Sorryla... Im a bit slow to upload my Christmas and New Year pictures.
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